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Yes, I bet you've already noticed that recently I'm extremely inactive. And I feel guilty, that's why I wanted to give you a little explanation...
The truth is that I'm having an artistic crisis. And this time I'm joking, I'm really feeling I suck. Because, seriously! Haw can you call talented/artist someone who's able to draw something good occasionally, can't colour neither digital nor traditional, who's proportions suck, who's ruining every sketch when trying to make lineart or at leas colour it? Making lineart takes me ages, not to mention some full art! No matter how hard I try I can't find that damn style of mine and I can't use different style with every new art! I'm failing at drawing every idea that comes to my mind... Often, to draw something, I have to look at someone's work to get pose right! Just don't get me wrong, please, I'm not saying I'm coping other's art, but I need an example to draw anything, and usually I don't like it!
That's how it is with me recently. I don't care if you think I'm pathetic or that I'm trying to extort compliments or something, because I really feel this way. And I think I need a response about it from someone who's not my family (that always keep on saying I'm amazing in everything) or a teacher (who won't even try to understand that drawing is my passion, not fractions, quadratic equations or historical contexts in 'Dziady'!).
Also I'm very sorry to my commissioners and I hope it'll help you understand why your commissions take me so much time, because I won't give you crap (unfortunately perfectionism is part of my nature this deeply rooted into my character, that I can't ignore it)...
The truth is that I'm having an artistic crisis. And this time I'm joking, I'm really feeling I suck. Because, seriously! Haw can you call talented/artist someone who's able to draw something good occasionally, can't colour neither digital nor traditional, who's proportions suck, who's ruining every sketch when trying to make lineart or at leas colour it? Making lineart takes me ages, not to mention some full art! No matter how hard I try I can't find that damn style of mine and I can't use different style with every new art! I'm failing at drawing every idea that comes to my mind... Often, to draw something, I have to look at someone's work to get pose right! Just don't get me wrong, please, I'm not saying I'm coping other's art, but I need an example to draw anything, and usually I don't like it!
That's how it is with me recently. I don't care if you think I'm pathetic or that I'm trying to extort compliments or something, because I really feel this way. And I think I need a response about it from someone who's not my family (that always keep on saying I'm amazing in everything) or a teacher (who won't even try to understand that drawing is my passion, not fractions, quadratic equations or historical contexts in 'Dziady'!).
Also I'm very sorry to my commissioners and I hope it'll help you understand why your commissions take me so much time, because I won't give you crap (unfortunately perfectionism is part of my nature this deeply rooted into my character, that I can't ignore it)...
Winx Secret Santa 2020 - wishlist
Dear Secret Santa It was a very tough year, especially last couple months, as I returned to university after a year break. I've had a very hard time staying active, which, let's be honest, didn't really go well XD However, whenever I'd post I always received an incredible amount of love and support and I'd LOVE to repay it in some way. What's better than surprising someone with a special gift made with love? I want to get a bit more involved with the community and though joining a Secret Santa event would be great ^-^ I didn't really visit dA in past weeks and I didn't know about the event, but once I saw someone's journal I knew I had to try and join! If someone sees this and wants to join next year - it's one of the best and most heartwarming activity you can do! Highly recommend :heart: My wishlist is quite simple: 1) any of my Winx OCs (in thier Magic Transformation) 2) any of my Winx OCs (in MW) with your OC 3) a fan transformation design (if you have one) for any of my
Style challenge with YOUR characters! - CLOSED
I love trying new styles, seeing my OCs in this different styles, sometimes even making ones especially for this certain style making sure they're believable and fit in with the rules of the style. That's why I started this challenge where I try styles of various cartoons and shows with my main OC Nina~ I decided to add one style each day starting December 1st to make it a kind of Christmas/New Years countdown + daily practice. And then I thought it would be fun, if you joined me and maybe let me use your OCs? Aside of my Nina I'll also draw one of yours OCs in the style I'll be working on that day. How it'll work: every day I'll choose style to draw Nina in. I'll also randomly choose one of characters submitted by you. It'll be a surprise for the owner, unless the style requires consultation. The OC will be posted the day I post Nina (unless consultation is required) and the owner will receive a full size .png file of the drawing. If I have more time or I feel more confident in a
Commissions open ^-^
RULES if you pay with points, wait until I'll set a wigdet for you
if you pay with money, I'll ask you for your email to pay with Paypal
contact me via amerylisz@gmail.com, if you don't want to commission me through DA
tell me what is your favorite flower in the comments below
ONE commission per person
I can draw men, but you'll have to wait a little longer
Feel free to ask, if you have any questions :heart:
Please, help this amazing artist
Hello Everyone :heart:
I'm here with just a short but extremely important journal asking for you help. Not for me, but for an amazing artist with great skills and even greater heart:
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Musisz przestać się samobiczować, masz więcej talentu w małym palcu, niż ja w ogóle, ale skoro ja ciągle działam, to Ty tym bardziej nie powinnaś przestawać. Ciesz się ze swoje rodziny, że Cię wspiera i akurat ma rację, a szkoła- cóż skoro większość milionerów nie ma wyższego, a nawet nie ukończyła liceum, co poniektórzy, to o czymś to świadczy...