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Hello, everyone!
It's been some time since last journal, hasn't it?
Okay, recently I've had a lot on my mind, stuff related to school, you know, it's the end of the school year. One of this issues was a Chinese contest: Chinese Bridge Competition. I was 3rd in Poland (actually 2nd, because one of the contestants is Chinese and he speaks Chinese fluently. By the way, why was a Chinese boy, with Chinese parents, who speaks Chinese as fluent as I'm speaking Polish was allowed to participate in POLISH part of the contest?) Anyway, both 3rd and 2nd place guarantee me to go to China for 2 weeks for free, FREE! To be honest, I'd prefer to keep the 3rd place, because I could just go to China, have fun and just observe the final competition and if I am this 2nd place (because this Chinese boy who won 1st place was probably too young to participate) I'll have to participate in final and compete with contestants from other countries... I've almost died on Polish part, so in front of people from other countries, with serious competition... It's really not for me...
This girls I've submitted today I drew especially for this contest for my 'Special talent presentation'.
  • Mood: Delighted
  • Listening to: Indila - Derniere Danse
Yes, I bet you've already noticed that recently I'm extremely inactive. And I feel guilty, that's why I wanted to give you a little explanation...

The truth is that I'm having an artistic crisis. And this time I'm joking, I'm really feeling I suck. Because, seriously! Haw can you call talented/artist someone who's able to draw something good occasionally, can't colour neither digital nor traditional, who's proportions suck, who's ruining every sketch when trying to make lineart or at leas colour it? Making lineart takes me ages, not to mention some full art! No matter how hard I try I can't find that damn style of mine and I can't use different style with every new art! I'm failing at drawing every idea that comes to my mind... Often, to draw something, I have to look at someone's work to get pose right! Just don't get me wrong, please, I'm not saying I'm coping other's art, but I need an example to draw anything, and usually I don't like it!

That's how it is with me recently. I don't care if you think I'm pathetic or that I'm trying to extort compliments or something, because I really feel this way. And I think I need a response about it from someone who's not my family (that always keep on saying I'm amazing in everything) or a teacher (who won't even try to understand that drawing is my passion, not fractions, quadratic equations or historical contexts in 'Dziady'!).

Also I'm very sorry to my commissioners and I hope it'll help you understand why your commissions take me so much time, because I won't give you crap (unfortunately perfectionism is part of my nature this deeply rooted into my character, that I can't ignore it)...
  • Mood: Miserable
  • Listening to: Laleczka z Saskiej Porcelany

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Shinta-Girl Featured By Owner Jul 8, 2014  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Gracias por el Watch
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Ameryliz Featured By Owner Jul 8, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
You're welcome :)
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Snowfallsinwinter Featured By Owner Jun 26, 2014  New member Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Thank u so much for the points and the watch :hug: :)
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Ameryliz Featured By Owner Jun 28, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
You're welcome :) I really, really like your princess-fairies!
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Snowfallsinwinter Featured By Owner Jun 28, 2014  New member Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Thank you :)
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ifantage Featured By Owner Jun 21, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
scroll down trust me this will put a smile on your face, make your day, or help you <3 

Every night , someone thinks about you before they go to sleep,

At least fifteen people in this world love you.

The only reason someone would ever hate you is because they want to be just like you

There are at least two people in this world that would die for you

You mean the world to someone.

Someone that you don't even know exists loves you.

When you make the biggest mistake ever,something good comes from it.

When you think the world has turned its back on you, take a look.

Always remember the compliments you've received.

Forget the rude remarks.

So if you are a loving friend, send this to everyone on your list including the person that sent it to you.

Tonight at midnight your true love will realize they like you.

Something good will happen to you between 12 in the morning and four o'clock pm tomorrow, it could be anywere . Get ready for the biggest shock in your life

Do not break this chain. Send this to fifteen people in fifteen minutes !!

Make Someone else's day! Help get a smile on someone's face! Help someone out! <3 remember that your loved
F.R.I.E.N.D.S. 😉
= Fight for you 
= Respect you
= Involve you
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= Need you 
= Deserve you 
= Save you

Send this to all your friends & me if I'm one......If you get 4 back you are liked but if you 
get 7 back then you are seriously loved 😊 Heart
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ThexW-I-T-C-HxMaster Featured By Owner Jun 10, 2014  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Hello my friend I'm going around to people who have been in my W.I.T.C.H. contests asking if they would be interested in being in my lastest W.I.T.C.H. related contest here w-i-t-c-h-universe.deviantart.… . It's an Elyon Brown contest with 4 different bonus themes, but you can submit any any type of image as long as it's within reason and has Elyon in the image. The contest is worth 39,000 points and you can get your prizes in cash as well with an active Pay Pal account. Thanks for taking the time to read this and I hope to see you in the contest.
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Khiliel Featured By Owner May 23, 2014  Professional Digital Artist
thanks for :+devwatch:! °v°/
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Ameryliz Featured By Owner May 24, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
You're very welcome :)
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hyacinthess Featured By Owner May 20, 2014  Professional General Artist
Thank you for the watch >w< <33 (Sorry my comment is kinda very late)
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