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Because I'm thinking about making one... but I'm scared ^-^; Yes, I'm scared. When it goes to making accounts on various sites, or anything related to computers or internet I have very overprotective father and now I'm peeing in my pants every time I'm making one!
Can someone tell me how it works? Do I have to do anything there or is it okay just to download contents? And, what's the most important, is it fee?
  • Mood: Questionable
  • Listening to: Tsunami
Yes, I bet you've already noticed that recently I'm extremely inactive. And I feel guilty, that's why I wanted to give you a little explanation...

The truth is that I'm having an artistic crisis. And this time I'm joking, I'm really feeling I suck. Because, seriously! Haw can you call talented/artist someone who's able to draw something good occasionally, can't colour neither digital nor traditional, who's proportions suck, who's ruining every sketch when trying to make lineart or at leas colour it? Making lineart takes me ages, not to mention some full art! No matter how hard I try I can't find that damn style of mine and I can't use different style with every new art! I'm failing at drawing every idea that comes to my mind... Often, to draw something, I have to look at someone's work to get pose right! Just don't get me wrong, please, I'm not saying I'm coping other's art, but I need an example to draw anything, and usually I don't like it!

That's how it is with me recently. I don't care if you think I'm pathetic or that I'm trying to extort compliments or something, because I really feel this way. And I think I need a response about it from someone who's not my family (that always keep on saying I'm amazing in everything) or a teacher (who won't even try to understand that drawing is my passion, not fractions, quadratic equations or historical contexts in 'Dziady'!).

Also I'm very sorry to my commissioners and I hope it'll help you understand why your commissions take me so much time, because I won't give you crap (unfortunately perfectionism is part of my nature this deeply rooted into my character, that I can't ignore it)...
  • Mood: Miserable
  • Listening to: Laleczka z Saskiej Porcelany

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AshaYay Mar 29, 2014  Hobbyist Digital Artist
żyjesz? ^^ XD
Ameryliz Mar 31, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
Żyję, ale szkoła mnie przygniata, więc nie wiem jak długo jeszcze...
AshaYay Apr 1, 2014  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Ah, znam ten ból, mam tak samo :c.
Ameryliz Apr 10, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
Taa, dodatkowo mam jeszcze kryzys artystyczny, więc już w ogóle pięknie...
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EvilMadness2010 Mar 8, 2014  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Hello, I am going around telling people about my latest major contests :). It's worth alot of points and if you like you can get your prize in cash. the details and rules are posted in the contest rules here:… :).
KubitschekF12014 Feb 28, 2014  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Hi. I'm sorry to bother you. I love to ask you if you've got my Tecna as Nike wish underway. If not, let me know please.
Ameryliz Mar 1, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
I haven't started it yet because of some school issues (sorry ^^;), but I'll have some time this week, so I was going to get it done. Or at least started. Why?
KubitschekF12014 Mar 1, 2014  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
I was asking about the wish. I do understand your situation. Also, I hope you'll leave out Tecna's arms. Why you do put in my profile when it's done?
Ameryliz Mar 7, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
I know, I know. I have a sketch done, but I have a lot of commissions to work on and I can't say how long you'll have to wait, so do you want that sketch now?
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Thank you so  much for the watch! :iconuhuhuhuplz::heart:
I really appreciate it! (//A//)
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